If in the first act there is a gun hanging on the wall, in the last it will definitely go off.
© Antokha Chekhov.
It’s been a long time since I wrote about my beloved self, bald and green in a square. Missed you? And yes I agree with you. Do you even watch the news??
This is an unpredictable thing – life! You know, it’s very difficult to piss me off. No, I’m not a robot, and I can get angry and flare up. But in such a way that something touched me strongly and to the depths of my soul… The thing is that the other day ten people from my unit were nominated for awards, two of which are my comrades. And the awards are not just any, but very honorable ones. Three will receive Medals of Courage, and the remaining six… second… Order of Courage! Not bad, yeah? And the awards also come with a bonus of… breathe… two million rubles! One problem. There are heroes, but their exploits seemed small to their superiors – there is no pathos, there is not enough blur and smoothing. Terrible special effects, and those at the level of Mikhalkovsky’s ‘Burnt by the Sun’. And when in the army it seems to the authorities, the smaller authorities take the hint and take the initiative..
So they blow me up right from dinner, they say the lieutenant is calling – hurry up! Faster. I finished my meal leisurely and left. Letekha was waiting for me on the street with a pen and a piece of paper. He composed heroic deeds for a dozen heroes, so that the soldiers would not receive their rewards for nonsense. Well, I, as a person with a reputation for creativity, will help him… We thought for a long time, were creative and adjusted the facts, each character needed his own personal special feat. Thanks to games and movies for examples of heroism and self-sacrifice… The stories came out first-class! Juicy, surprising, and most importantly realistic and lifelike. It’s not in vain that the guys will receive their bonuses!
Only I didn’t feel joy, and the point is not that I deceived the state, and even more so, God forgive me, it wasn’t envy. No. I was just overwhelmed by the thought that in order for your state to thank you for your services to it, you must first photoshop these colors long and hard. The country doesn’t give a damn about you, your actions and efforts. She is more interested in ‘exploits’ written in the office by two smart guys with a ballpoint pen. This is cynical. Even more cynical than this text. And he is cynical, believe me..
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AF, good day, I’ll try to contact you directly. Now you have become part of history, I think this is more than one case in which you took part. You have to move on with your life and the question is, how will you live, YOU and exactly YOU with this (and the officer, he also made it up). YOU took part in a crime, your conscience rose up, you wrote to a gaming site, where they can only feel sorry for you, chat, question you, and that’s it. If you want to really change something, you must understand and decide what exactly you want to change. If you want to add to the picture of the hopelessness of this country, that is, to make it so that several hundred more people will leave this country, but someone will be ashamed, then you can write to famous bloggers who, hopefully, will post this material, showing it to a wide audience. Navalny is unlikely to be interested, but I can try to introduce you to other bloggers.
There is a second option, as you said, you are a creative person, which means you can shame people from a moral, historical perspective by writing a book that, I hope, with increasing experience, it will become easier for you (it is useless to start early, you need to gain experience)
In general, I can only wish you good luck, how your fate will turn out depends only on YOU, but I hope that after such an action, you will really comprehend everything and will be able to continue to act according to your conscience, and not according to orders.
Good luck and may the force be with you)
Mother of God, when I heard this news on TV, the thought of our coffee friend immediately popped up, although I forgot where exactly he was serving, I even thought that one of these dead guys could have been AF. It turns out these thoughts were not out of nowhere, damn it, I still haven’t gotten over that story with the detonators and here it is!
There are heroes, but their exploits seemed small to their superiors – there is no pathos, there is not enough blur and smoothing.
And what did they do that deserves a medal, but at the same time we need more pathos?
Sorry, dear, what kind of crap did you write?. Have you read AF’s post?? And the link is in it? After all, it was not at all dedicated to the fact that AF and the officer deceived the state. On the contrary, in this case, both AF and that lieutenant did the right thing – they did not abandon their colleagues and did not let this matter take its course. But they made every effort to ensure that those heroes received their awards and checkmate. the prize they deserve.
I don’t judge what is better or worse, I’m talking only about one aspect – the value of human life for the state. And there were problems with this all the time.
Nonsense and more nonsense. You just need to show, supposedly, that army reform is beneficial. The heroes have already appeared.
And regarding the exile: If the military registration and enlistment office says: “You will become a sapper.”.“- I’ll show the fact to the commissar and tell him to transfer him to another place, because I don’t want to die stupidly, and in general I don’t want to die.
I completely agree with you here. The hypocrisy is especially infuriating – they always say out loud that “human life is the highest priority for the state,” but one wants to believe in this, like the President’s New Year’s address, but finds it difficult.
I’m still on my mobile phone, so no ‘reply’ button. And I can’t reveal spoilers… My post is really not about the fact that I deceived the state. And not about who has a bad life in Rus’. In such a clumsy and confused way I immortalized my comrades for myself, simply by writing down my thoughts. What shocked me the most was this abnormally ostentatious attitude of the state and its top officials towards their people. I was next to those guys, about two hundred meters away, when it all happened and was laying the same shells. From a purely human perspective, all of this is stupidly disgusting… The whole point is in the exile. The guys died. They were torn to pieces, never heroically. And about Navalny, it’s an interesting idea. After demobilization I’ll think about it – the book is still harsh for me. 🙂